Monday, November 16, 2009

love caged

I had my fair share of my cryings and goodbyes,
The world saw how I got beyond the lines,
So I put my heart on a box and put it out of sight.

Just when I thought I was alone but fine, 
You caught me off guard, I never needed any sign.
But still I am afraid to give myself to love one more time.

You said I was your sweetest dream you ever had,
I say, I want you back so bad.
I am not saying my goodbye nor forever,
So can we wait a while longer?
Cause things can never be the same again,
But hey, I really can't complain.

If I can just travel through time,
I'll go back and just let us be.
It's all because of me, I'm sorry.

There is no need for us to rush,
Time can heal her broken heart
And whatever the he-says, she-says

Someday, there will be a time for us
When no question will be asked
And no conceiling of happiness in our masks.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

happy birthday to me:)


Thursday, November 5, 2009

by leaps and bounds

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems

fireflies by owl city

As I walk through the highlands of life, everything is tentative, things differ by leaps and bounds. I want to change the world but i'd rather sleep. I want to move mountains, but my hands are puny. I want to build permanent sandcastles, but everytime the water fills the shore, all I was left with was just the remains of my hopes and dreams. Everything is never what as it seems.

Have you heard the term "tempering of eggs" in cooking?
well, I don't have much knowledge about culinary techniques but I enjoy cooking and I've heard this term...
Since eggs is very easy to cook. Hastening to mix it with a mixture of higher temprature will cause it to scramble, and as cooks, we don't want that to happen. So, we add a small amount of a hot liquid into relatively cooler eggs in order to warm them up first after warming them up, you could pour the whole amount already.

Enough with the technicality stuff, I just thought, maybe doing things in a hurry is never good. Everything has a purpose and they have the right time to be made and achieved, this saying has already been quite used up, but it's true. We could also do things a little at a time, and doing this can let us think of brighter ideas as we go along.Temper the eggs, wait for the right time!

 The last week, I realized, a lot of things must be taken seriously but we must go back to the very basic, and think of what realy matters the most for our own selves.

For the past nights, I had difficulties on sleeping, I had a conclusion...I am really a constant thinker, not sure if an over thinker but thinking has become a hobby for me. I can't help it, a thought will lead to another thought then another till I took notice that I am already not trying to sleep, instead just thinking. As of now, I am not seeing negative reactions about my constant thinking so I'll continue it ( as if I can stop it that easily?). And besides, thinking is an exercise right?

A thought that's really bugging me up is.."Is life really just black and white? or is it black and white with spendid colors?" . I am looking forward on answering that question in my head soon. You can help me if you want.^^

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